shit happens!

i know you ask me how i am doing all the time,and i tell you fine......its hard to imagine that you cant look into my eyes and tell that i am lying.oh! yes i am okay,but i could be better if you were mine.
i lie alone at night wondering if you are awake and if you are thinking of me too
but my heart tells me you are not,becos you are in anothers arms and at that very moment you are content,it isnt my call anymore
i need an anti anxiety pill,cos i am okay,and i know shit happens when it does,you just have to suck it up

something to muse over

I was with him today again,i couldnt help it.i knew it was wrong,but my body ached for his,my lips longed to feel his kiss,and my loins longed to be caressed by his very essenceI IIi am crazy ,i know to even think that I what we are doing is for the long haul,that it actually means something to him
he says he loves me,all the time,sometimes too easily
I wonder
I know that its wrong
but i dont want to stop
why should i anyway,i only fear hell and the hot flames of the fire
but life is short and i have a lot yet to explore,so fuck it!

bring it on,i l be here when you call,waiting,longing,meeting you half way